a prayer

"Sometimes my life just don't make sense at all
when the mountains look so big
and my faith just seems so small
And I wake up in the night and
Feel the dark
It's so hard inside my soul
There must be blisters
on my heart
Hold me Jesus
'Cause I'm shaking
Like a leaf..." (Sung by Rebecca St. James)

What can I say Lord?
Life seems so confusing at times
Dreams are dashed
the world gets turned around
things that I thought were stable
I find out are really unstable
You are teaching me that
I cannot trust in man
But only you.
Keep me by your side or Lord
Don't ever let me
Stray from you
Prune me and grow me
in your grace
Create in me
A clean heart
Make me beautiful
in your eyes
Because in the end
That's all that really matters
I love you
Because you
First loved
Me.