My heart is hurting and burdened. When I get one load off another comes running on top of it. God, help me please? I want to cry but no tears are coming. I want to run but my legs won't move. I want to give somone a tongue lashing but my brain is telling my tongue not to do so. Denying my flesh has been really hard this week. I've found out that a friend has been dishonest, another won't keep her nose in her own affairs, and yet another is getting married in an hour. To whom, I couldn't even tell you. Why does life have to be so hard to get through. Sometimes I wish I was five again. At least then, all I was concerned about was running around and enjoying the earth that God made. Oh what's wrong with me????? I need your stength Jesus. Won't you wrap your arms around me? Won't you comfort me when I call out to you? I know that you hear me. I know that you are here. Will you please guide me to where you want me to go? Forever your child,
~JGB