Man,
it's been awhile...again. :)
I'm driving home on May 3; I'm sooo excited! After this year, I will officially be a junior in college. But I just decided to do the 5 year nursing program instead of the 4 year program so I won't graduate until 2012. It's going to be long, but I think it will be worth it. It's been a rough year, but God is good and has stuck right by me. I am now a CNA! I feel like I've finally accomplished something. I know that God's working through me and at this point, I know that I shouldn't really make plans that are engraved in stone or anything because more than likely, they'll be changed. :) I'm having mixed feelings about going to my new home. It feels like home, yet it doesn't. Maybe it's because mom's not there all the time anymore, not to mention that 3/4 of our things are still in storage. But, I know that God has a plan with that too. I've been an awful sister. I haven't written Jared since January.....I hope to change that this summer while I'm at home. My other brother is dating someone now! Can't tell you how thrilled I am for him. It will be two years next month....I feel terible but I can't help but wish I had someone too. I know God is in control of that too, in fact he's in control of every part of my life....I just wish that I was with a guy who loved the Lord with his whole being, someone who would respect me and my family; who I am and where I came from. Someone who would want to spend time getting to know me. And of course there's the minor things that would be nice to have in a guy. It's just so strange, people tell me that the more serious girls are the ones who are the last ones to get picked but sometimes to me, that just doesn't make sense. I just need to waith...I know that God has my best interest in mind....gotta go, roommate just walked in so I can no longer think clearly. :) Until next time.
~JGB